http://anjard.blogsome.com How I view the world and how the world views me...and how I put them all in my words. Thu, 01 Oct 2009 10:05:35 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I now officially think that I’m lost at work everyday. And I’m supposed to lead the way. What’s more pathetic than that?! A friend talked about a passion needed in doing our job at work. It’s very true. I’ve had it hidden somewhere far away as I guess I’ve become ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2009/09/30/i-am-lost/ It’s typical. I need like 30 hours a day or maybe more. I feel like I want to do many things but I have lots of things to do which I don’t want to do. I start to feel like a robot nowadays. That’s true. And time is always ticking…. ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2009/09/28/once-in-a-blue-moon/ …to reach for Saturday, and go through Sunday dreading for the next weekdays! What a life! I asked my brother today if he is interested in starting a business. None of us is a business person. I guess I’m just desperate. What does it take to love your job? I really envy those ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2009/06/15/waiting-for-friday-afternoon/ Just a day before my birthday last week, a pickpocket on the train tore my bag up with a razor and took my cellphone away in a flash. I realized afterward that some passengers who stood SURROUNDING me were particularly talkative, lively, and warm, rather than being totally cold strangers ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2009/01/27/pickpocket-with-a-style/ I got to know him during my daily commuting on the train to work. It seems that a one hour travel on the train excites him. He seems to enjoy the moment. He would stand by the window and look outside. His hands would make some gestures and his mother ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/12/29/a-little-boy-named-noval/ Yup! These last few months I’ve been so washed out that I forget me sometimes. That me who dreams, imagines, creates, and just enjoys the presence. I unconsciously stop me for being me. Ha ha ha, confused? I’ve been reading this enlightening book by Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth, Awakening to Your ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/12/23/washed-out/ I’ve just recovered from chicken pox which had stayed with me for three weeks. Gosh, what an experience! It’s supposed to attack you when you’re a kid and never attack twice. But that’s not the way it is now. I even had to go to the doctor twice because the ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/12/05/the-uninvited-chicken-pox/ It’s already rained a lot where I live and work. Usually the rains pour immensely around December ’till early February. But it’s flooding already in some areas. The other day when I went to work, it had been rained only for 15 minutes, but it’s a heavy one, the street was ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/11/07/november-rain/ It’s true that Indonesia is beautiful. People say so. But I really really hate being in a railway station in my country, and especially the one near my house as I have to go there almost each day to take a train. Okay, I try to tolerate people who litter ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/10/24/my-railway-station/ I’m such a sucker for waking up early when I have to go to work. I’d linger on the bed until it’s really the last moment I have to really get up, or often, when I’m late already! Gosh, I really need the motivation! I’m not sure if I have ... http://anjard.blogsome.com/2008/10/24/in-time/