I now officially think that I’m lost at work everyday. And I’m supposed to lead the way. What’s more pathetic than that?!
A friend talked about a passion needed in doing our job at work. It’s very true. I’ve had it hidden somewhere far away as I guess I’ve become a kind of a robot for the past two years or maybe more. Even God won’t like a robotic prayer!
So I really have to find a way out….
It’s typical. I need like 30 hours a day or maybe more. I feel like I want to do many things but I have lots of things to do which I don’t want to do. I start to feel like a robot nowadays. That’s true. And time is always ticking….
My friends ask me to do some writing projects that I love. Lucky I have them to encourage me, but then again I feel like I’m trapped in a time schedule which doesn’t give me a room for myself. Maybe I complain too much.
Next time a friend asks when I’ll realize my long time dream, sadly I might answer, "Once in a blue moon." Well, I always think of myself as a pessimist who is optimist. I also know for sure that somehow once in a blue moon happens… at least twice! Ha ha ha!
*keep the spirit HIGH!
