Yup! These last few months I’ve been so washed out that I forget me sometimes. That me who dreams, imagines, creates, and just enjoys the presence. I unconsciously stop me for being me. Ha ha ha, confused?

I’ve been reading this enlightening book by Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth, Awakening to Your Life’s Purpose. It makes me realize that ego has had me captured for many a time and it takes some awareness to control it and become me, my true self. I’m sure if I can do it, I won’t feel so washed out anymore, at least not the way I feel about it now. It’s just a matter of thought-shifting, go beyond ego. Sounds so simple but not quite. The thing is, it’s all in your mind. Just like the feeling of me being washed out.

Really?!

I’m yet to finish reading the book to really grasp the whole concept. But all I can say now is that I’m only capable of doing my best and sometimes even that won’t always give the best results. So I guess, washed out or not, take enough rest! :-)