Words and I

Sometimes I wonder if I’m a useful human being for Earth.

…even for God, which I don’t dare to ask, really.

Today is the Earth Day, the only holiday, I think, we can share with all living creatures on Earth. A friend just offered me a Save the Earth T-Shirt. A few months ago, a big department store launched a ‘green’ plastic bag which lasts longer. A few days ago, there was a big event on global warming and saving the Earth in Jakarta, and I think thousands of people attended it. Everyone seems so eager to go green. A good thing, I suppose, if it lasts forever.

But… most of us are so used to the life we have been living. The use of vehicles or Air Conditioning, for example, must be hard to stop. Never mind that, even the little things which don’t seem to matter much, like littering, we do it automatically, without thinking. How can we go green then?

Well, I pledge myself to plant 50 new trees or flowers at my home this year. I can’t wait to do it!

How about you?

:)

I feel like I’m losing myself these days.

I have had plans to do for my life when something came up at work that I reluctantly had to take a job promotion and it dangerously has made me forgetting all the plans and getting me away from my old self everyday. Gosh, I really miss me!

Something always comes up in life, and I know that we make plans and God decides… but we live once only, do we not? 

I am going back to my old plans and hope everyone is happy ^_^    

Today I woke up at 5 at dawn then closed my eyes again until 6 and found myself still reluctant to get up so I wasn’t really awake until 7. Gosh, what a struggle! It was easier on the days when I felt so energetic; my mind was full of ‘exciting things to do for today’ just because… I loved what I did. Well, sadly to say, those were the days of holidays. LOL.

So I sms-ed my friend saying that I had a Garfield syndrome: I-think-I’m-allergic-to-Monday-feeling, so that I would definitely be late for work. Well, it’s been such a drag for me now to get going. I wish I could turn to the other path so easily. But which path exactly? Sillier: is there another path?

I’ve lost the passion in my job and I feel like a robot now.

I need a poem.