I feel like running so fast to catch up with the time recently, it is so tiring that I can’t help but thinking, whose time? Yes, whose time is it that we are allowed to use any ways we want that we claim it to be ours and think we can have it whenever we want?
Sometimes I spend my time reciting millions of ‘what ifs’ in my mind and make believe that things would have happened if my ‘what ifs’ became ’done’. Silly! Just like today. I saw an ad of a job I have always wanted, the job and the location, but it’s only valid three months a go. Grrrh. I should have seen it all along; if I just could turn back the time; if only I had all the time in the world; bla bla bla.
I think I need to slow down…
…and let Him do all the work, in His time.
